Post by horsecrazymom on Feb 3, 2009 22:54:29 GMT -5
I have been really really hard on myself for the past few days... when hubby and I split up for a while in 2007 I rented an apartment with the ass I was with. Now they are coming after me for $3400 in unpaid lease. I was wondering how in the world I can afford two horses when I only make $95 a week and they want $140 a month.. time is coming to buy hay very soon here and while hubby would get it for me I just feel awful about it all.. (the past will never go away it seems.. I hate it)
Today the lady who gave me Mocha called and said they wanted me to take the hay that is left in their barn. There is somewhere around 100 bales! I was like WHOA okay!! They are moving out and they do not want to move it and she said they would rather I benefit from it then them trying to sell it and get someone to come pick it up.
So here I am thinking that someone must know that I have been feeling bad about stuff lately.. I think it was a kind of sign for me to keep my chin up... from me that is a lot because while I am not atheist I am not a firm believer in anything..
So now I am trying to focus more on the good things than the bad in my life right now. I am looking forward to this weekend time spent as a family (hubby working nights right now so it sucks), and 50 degree weather means lots of riding and horsey work.. if it really gets that warm I might possible try to get on Mocha.. we shall see.
Today the lady who gave me Mocha called and said they wanted me to take the hay that is left in their barn. There is somewhere around 100 bales! I was like WHOA okay!! They are moving out and they do not want to move it and she said they would rather I benefit from it then them trying to sell it and get someone to come pick it up.
So here I am thinking that someone must know that I have been feeling bad about stuff lately.. I think it was a kind of sign for me to keep my chin up... from me that is a lot because while I am not atheist I am not a firm believer in anything..
So now I am trying to focus more on the good things than the bad in my life right now. I am looking forward to this weekend time spent as a family (hubby working nights right now so it sucks), and 50 degree weather means lots of riding and horsey work.. if it really gets that warm I might possible try to get on Mocha.. we shall see.